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[02 Sep 2009|06:32pm] |
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Nadia Ali - Crash and Burn
One of the few videos that has this song unedited
You knew me better than anyone ever
And I remember your very first letter
We were so young and all that we wanted was more
We'd feed each other like rebels on Harleys
And I knew how to answer your body
But at the speed that we drove we were bound to wash out
We flew rockets to the sun
Knowin' we'd crash and burn
That's the risk we run when you fall in love
And I could read every word you were thinkin'
You gave me something I never was given
It was heaven and hell all at once as we laughed and cried
There always needs to be one that is willin'
To throw a rope down to someone who's slippin'
But sometimes you gotta know when to let it go
We flew rockets to the sun
Knowin' we'd crash and burn
That's the risk we run when you fall in love
We flew rockets to the sun
Knowin' we'd crash and burn
That's the risk we run when you fall in love
I will not change a thing
All the love, all the pain
You were my everything
It will always remain
It was all worth it
It was all worth it
We flew rockets to the sun
Knowin' we'd crash and burn
That's the risk we run when you fall in love
We flew rockets to the sun
Knowin' we'd crash and burn
That's the risk we run when you fall in love
In love, in love, in love, in love, in love...
We flew rockets to the sun
Knowin' we would crash and burn
We flew rockets to the sun
Knowin' we would crash and burn
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[14 Aug 2009|10:39am] |
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This is what it's supposed to be like: being able to have your own secrets, but not feeling obliged to keep them; being able to share everything about who you are and how life has shaped you; most importantly, feeling safe and secure enough to be yourself.
When you find someone, find someone who doesn't only make you happy, but makes you love yourself more for being you.
I can't believe it's only been, what, four months!
Relatedly: Oh damn haha I think we forgot about our four-month anniversary. Woooops.
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[15 Apr 2009|12:35am] |
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I certainly was not expecting to find happiness so soon.
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[07 Apr 2009|07:41pm] |
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Taylor Swift - Love Story |
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amanda: i wonder if i would punch you or something when we were babies
amanda: like if they put us next to each other
amanda: i would be ilke screaming and crying
amanda: and you would be asleep and then wake up cuz i woud be so loud
cynthia: prob just stare
amanda: that is how i imagine us as children
cynthia: lolll
cynthia: -__-
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[30 Mar 2009|11:10pm] |
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hump hump after a minute and five seconds.
Brought to you courtesy of this game.
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[27 Mar 2009|12:32am] |
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I really hope you're not just a rebound! I am happier than I have been in a while and it is all because of you.
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[20 Mar 2009|12:21am] |
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Blink-182 - I Miss You |
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Amanda: what is another way to say
Amanda: sharp intellect
Cynthia: ...
Cynthia: i dunno! O_O
Amanda: oh okay
Amanda: thanks
Cynthia: wrong person to be asking
Amanda: he is known for his i dunno! O_O
Cynthia: i would say like
Cynthia: "amanda"
Cynthia: LOL
Amanda: he is known for his amanda LOL
Amanda: hah okay
Cynthia: :)
Amanda: why would you say "amanda"
Amanda: OH
Amanda: I GET IT
Amanda: HAHAHAHA
Amanda: thanks
Amanda: <3
Cynthia: ...
Amanda: so um
Cynthia: -___
Cynthia: wow
Cynthia: WOW.
Cynthia: ok
Amanda: i guess you shouldn't say amanda
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[10 Mar 2009|07:09pm] |
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Blink-182 - What Went Wrong |
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( song lyrics )
Amazingly emo but fitting.
I never thought it would be this hard to move on.
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[15 Feb 2009|07:42pm] |
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"I love you," he whispered. "If you get yourself killed, I will never forgive you."
-The Immortals: In the Realms of the Gods, by Tamora Pierce
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[11 Feb 2009|08:12pm] |
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if we're fucked up, you're to blame (Anthem, pt. 2) |
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OMIGOD YOU GUYS
BLINK-182 IS BACK
I AM
ABOUT TO DIE
I AM SO HAPPY
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[05 Feb 2009|08:44pm] |
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The way we were.
</3
At least I hide it well from him.
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[14 Jan 2009|09:38pm] |
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The Killers - Tidal Wave |
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I know that eventually this will get better. Eventually, I'll look back and think, wow I was so unnecessarily emo.
But that won't be for a long, long while, I think. I apologize for the emo, guys, I really do. I also hate myself like this.
I wish I hadn't given you so much of myself. I'm not even me anymore.
I really thought we would have made it. Goes to show how delusional hope can make you.
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[05 Jan 2009|10:59pm] |
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Maisha <3
You are the sweetest girl and you deserve better than that Momma's Boy.
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[03 Jan 2009|04:18am] |
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You say your heart ain't never been broken |
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He'll get a warning sign to keep his distance
From her old man
From her old man
Now the story of forbidden love is going to make a stand
So in the middle of the early morning
They slip away
They slip away
And we know they'll do their best
Somewhere in the golden west
Oh yeah
We'll watch them try
They're so alive
The Killers, "Tidal Wave"
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[03 Jan 2009|03:30am] |
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Sometimes it is nice to realize you have grown.
Not in terms of width, of course. =)
Hope everyone had a great start to the new year.
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[30 Dec 2008|03:30pm] |
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this was a boring survey |
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REVEAL A LITTLE ABOUT YOURSELF:
NOW
Is your hair up?:
Nope.
Is your phone right beside you?:
Of course. They ain't called Crackberries for no reason, now!
Do you have a bf/ gf?:
Yeah.
Do you wish you were somewhere else?:
Yeah.
Do you have plans for tonight?:
Don't think so.
Are you wearing makeup?:
Never do.
Are you wearing chapstick?:
Nope.
are you cold?:
Kinda.
Are you tired?:
Yes but not sleepy.
Are you excited?:
Kind of?
Are you watching t.v.?:
No. Will be, soon.
Are you wearing pajamas?:
Yes.
Who's the last person you IMed?:
Fernanda, I think.
PAST
Anything you regret?
Yes.
Ever lied?:
Yes.
Ever stuck gum under a desk?:
Gross, no.
Ever kick something living?:
Only those nearest and dearest to my heart.
Ever had your nails done?:
Once.
Ever thrown up because you cried so hard?:
Do people really do that?
LAST WEEK
Had any plans last week?:
Yes.
Who did you see most last week?:
Ummmm Helen.
Was last week interesting?
Sort of.
TODAY
Have you yelled at someone?
No.
Have you gotten mad at someone?
Yes.
Have you cried?
No.
Have you called more than 3 people?:
No.
Have you IMed more than 3 people?:
No.
Have you eaten anything gross?
No.
SPILL YOUR GUTS
Q. First thing you did this morning?:
Texted people back and promptly fell asleep again.
Q. Last thing you ate?:
Ice cream, last night. Nom nom.
Q. What's something you look forward to most in the next 6 weeks?:
I dunno.
Q. What's annoying you right now?:
Moody people.
Q. What's the last movie you saw?:
Watched Wall-E again two nights ago.
Q. Do you believe in long distance relationships?:
They work for some people, but not for me.
Q Where is the last place you went?:
Um. Upstairs?
Q: Who is the last person you called?
Helen.
Q: Been cheated on?:
No.
Q: Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
No.
Q: Choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity):
Love.
Q: Do you wish on stars?:
No.
Q: Does it work?:
No.
Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?:
Hahahah, no.
Q: When did you last cry?
Don't remember. Hmm. I think some time last week.
Q: Do you like your handwriting?
No.
Q: Are you a friendly person?
Not really.
Q: Are you keeping a secret from the world?
Yes!
Q: Who's bed did you sleep in last night?
Nobody's, slept on the couch.
Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
Black.
Q: Do you have any pets?
No.
Q: What is the color of your bedsheets?
I guess mostly white.. it's The Little Mermaid!
Q: What were you doing at 9 last night?
I think I was playing Metal Slug.
Q: Who was the last person you talked to?
Andrew.
Q: When is the last time you saw your dad?
Last night?
Q: Look to your left, what do you see?
Helen's desk.
Q: Ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yeah, don't try it.
Q: Ever cried on your friends shoulder?
Probably.
Q: Song that makes you cry?
None that comes to mind.
Q: Are you a normally happy person?
Sort of?
Q: What color are your eyes?
Brown.
Q: Long or Short Hair :
Are you asking my preference or my appearance? I have mid-length hair.
Q: Current music:
Nada.
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[30 Dec 2008|03:15pm] |
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Ah, high school.
Does anyone even remember what they did? I have totally forgotten.
Wow. Must be growing up.
Or, you know, maybe my memory's just depreciating and it's not so much growing UP as growing OLD.
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[11 Dec 2008|08:33pm] |
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( EVERYTHING SUCKS SO HARD RIGHT NOW. )
buddy: can i make a joke?
buddy: or would that be inappropriate
me: sure, as long as it doesn't make me feel badliy abotu myself
buddy: ok
buddy: hahah
buddy: well
buddy: when life gives you lemons
buddy: what do you do
me: throw them at people
buddy: i hate u
buddy: that no fun!
me: or make lemonade to squeeze in your enemies' eyes
me: i like that one more.
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[10 Dec 2008|01:37am] |
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a mish-mash of everyone's music |
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Ugh. I wish I could concentrate askldfjlakfjakljerlejt BUT I HATE THIS CLASS SO MUCH WTF I CAN'T DO SHIT
Also I am wondering if people who blare their music in semi-cramped spaces really think everyone wants to listen. Or if they're just subconsciously assholes.
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[07 Dec 2008|11:25pm] |
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Andrew says:
u make me smile when u kiss me
This makes me glow.
(Horrible typing aside.)
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[04 Dec 2008|08:16pm] |
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MOVING THE FB MEME TO LJ
Rules:
* Grab the book closest to you. Now.
* Go to page 56.
* Find the 5th sentence.
* Write that sentence as your status in an entry.
* Copy these instructions as a comment to your status into the entry.
* Don't go looking for your favorite book, or the coolest one you have -- just grab the closest one
"I hated that I felt suddenly unsure about this."
Man I kind of wish that sentence were longer. Anyway, everyone who wants to, play along! And maybe guess where that sentence is from?
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[12 Nov 2008|09:47pm] |
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So I am thinking that I have missed you.
Not much we can do about it now.
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[10 Nov 2008|05:24pm] |
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source
Heh.
Something to amuse all of us while I die from the enormous amount of work I've put off 'til now.
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